outside looking in

sigh. results wil b out on wed. wonder how it'l b like. =/

starting work tmr. hope it goes on well. i'm suppose to go thru their common test ppr marking scheme w em. ah well.

im like in e outside looking in mode. hurr.

im a lazy pig..

oh bother! i'm absolutely bored
and yet enjoying this newfound boredom. haha. this sounds totally contradicting. well, i guess it happens when u'r jobless, bf-less and sch-less. its like u get to wake up every morning doing wadeva u fancy. this is not e best part tho. e best part is to indulge in e laziness wo feeling guilty or part of u dreading e consequences. muahaha.

but of cos there'r always 2 sides to eth. stimes i get paranoid abt not having to do ath and worry abt not worrying abt ath. hur. this is so absolutely weird. sigh. mayb i'm just not use to being lazy.
stimes when i get too bored, i'll start imaging all e tiny neurons firing signals in my head telling me tt im so bored tt im doing all tt im doing. haa. tt sounds funny.

ah, mr thomas just told me tt e teacher i'm relieving wants to see me regarding her lessons. great! i have sth to do now..

ugh. overnight coke sucks.

just for fun

http://kevan.org/johari?name=gniygniy

just curious abt wad ppl think of me. haha.

take it back

Take It Back – Loquat

I know all you u wouldn’t see
But these neuroses go pretty deep
And the words we use
I have the nicest ones

I know what a jerk I am
And what a pain in the ass you are

I don’t want to drive u up a cliff
So before we get to that
I gotta say sorry I take it back
I’m sure u don’t wanna burn me apart and down
So before we get to that
Could you please just take it back

It looks as though you are cursed
As for being difficult turned to worse
But at times you’ll find
I’ll make it easy on you

I know what a jerk I am
And what a pain in the ass you are

I don’t want to drive u up a cliff so before
So before we get to that I gotta say sorry I take it back
I’m sure u don’t wanna burn me apart and down so before
We get to that could u please just take it back

Listen I heard what you said
You don’t have to repeat it
I'd rather that conversation got totally deleted

I don’t want to drive u up a cliff
So before we get to that I gotta say sorry I take it back
I’m sure you don’t wanna burn me apart and down so before
We get to that could you
Please just take it back

hur. finally manage to figure out e lyrics for this song. tho i bet its loaded w errors. but oh well, since i cant find this lyrics anywhere i gotta make do w this. haa. mayb i shld get their CD online or sth. heeheeeee..

my mood

sunny/overcast

club

i forgot e flash. haha. but e lights at e side r pretty nice.


jas, tiff, me.


james, james' friend [didnt quite get his name =X]


james, in lala land

went to this party at chinablack ytd. it was my first time clubbing w my friends and hitting e dance floor. haha. it was quite fun. but e LOUD music and e smoke can b rather irritating. we had to shout into each other's ears like we'r all deaf.

anyhow, we watched walk e line after we left e club. nice show. but james fell asleep about half an hr into e movie and only woke up after we took e picture. hahah. by then it was 5 am alr. i've nv been in town so early. lol.

its great to have friends who understand u, knowing things that u just cant quite put in words. but know it anyway. =)

e bottom right-hand corner says, "~cryptic~".

took this at an obscure corner at raffles place mrt after work few days back. haha. i must say that this vandalism is pretty well done. cos its at a corner where e watchful surveillance camera cant reach and that piece of ppr is like stuck to e wall - no way of tearing it out. mayb except e corners. haha.

OH! for those who dunno yet. i'm gonna change my job!! got a felief teaching post at phs. haha. im teaching chem. full time. =D yay* no more aunties, ironing, standing for 9 hrs str.

but i think i'l miss doris tho. she's really nice.

okay. gtg. im going to malaysia. again. woohooooo. hahaha.. and i think i'l wear heels tonight. an excuse not to dance. =X