Thursday, May 17, 2007

i'm gonna find other you

i like coffee, and i think i'm kind of addicted to it.

i've been having withdrawal symptom, a slight headache, all afternoon because i didn't have my usual dose this morning. its bad, i know. i suspect know it'll get worse if i were to continue to indulge. but i can't imagine my mornings without coffee. not only that it smells good, it perks me up too.

nonetheless, i know that i can do without coffee. just i little more effort and i can do without it. then again, there is just this part of me that's telling me that i might just want this slight addiction, to indulge in something that i shouldn't.

oh well, maybe i should just let it go....

Monday, May 14, 2007

lets waste time

i love talking to ying rong. our conversations just flow as naturally as it can be, without any awkward slience or inhibitions. our ideas may be conflicting at times, but we can always communicate with ease. there's no one in the world who can replace her in my heart. although she, like anyone else, has a lot of flaws, i'll always love her.

with all my heart. ((:

Saturday, May 12, 2007

don't make me think before i speak

exams in 4 days, 12 to end of exams, 18 to home.

it's been almost 9 months since i've breathed the hot and humid singapore air. i know i will definitely complain about the heat when i get back, but that would never deter me from going home. i really can't wait for the 4 long awaited months of holiday! there are so many things i'd love (and have) to do when i'm back. i even compiled a to-do list from playing with lizzie lizard to returning library fines (60 bucks!!!!!). oh, and with some luck, i might be able to work as an intern in A*star just to get a feel of research. i really have to thank Zuthur for that; he helped me pull some strings. ((:

i really can't wait for exams to be over and the day when i can finally fly home. but i know from experience that on the day itself, the excitement would not be like what i anticipated. but oh well, i just wanna be home.

hate this feeling of disappointment.

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

quit you

i'm in quite an irritable mood now. mainly pissed with myself, as usual.


argh.


on a lighter note, my poster is almost done. hurray! i have to write out my speech soon though. i only have the main points done. i dun fancy presentations, even when there will only be 3 assessors present. ah well, i should go on and finish my revision for tmr's data analysis exam.


i really can't wait to go home. getting tired of leeds.





i thought my problems would just dissipate
and all my pain would be in yesterday...