ugh. im stress.
abt 2 weeks to go. gp ppr on fri.
f*ck.
Sunday, August 28, 2005
Sunday, August 21, 2005
Friday, August 19, 2005
lalala~
i feel lazy today haven done any work. think i'l do sth later. mayb some stats. since i scored 14% for my last timed prac. SIGH. im seriously gonna screw my prelims. I AM SO DEAD! :(
sighh. anyway. i think i might stayover at my big sis's house next week. hee. my bro in law is back in camp for re service. mayb i can go there n mug a bit. since my table is so darn messy and dusty. and no matter how hard i try to pack it its stil so messy and dusty. ARGH. im such a mess!
okay. i shld go off soon. gotta get sth done b4 work. ciao! =)
sighh. anyway. i think i might stayover at my big sis's house next week. hee. my bro in law is back in camp for re service. mayb i can go there n mug a bit. since my table is so darn messy and dusty. and no matter how hard i try to pack it its stil so messy and dusty. ARGH. im such a mess!
okay. i shld go off soon. gotta get sth done b4 work. ciao! =)
Sunday, August 14, 2005
pensive
Business Times
Published October 11, 2003
Young, successful - and in search of a dream
By DANIEL BUENAS
UNHAPPY - that's how I feel as a young Singaporean.
I feel this way not because I'm jobless, poor or uneducated. In fact, I have a good job, a stable income and a good education. By most standards, I should be considered a successful young man.
However, I am slowly realising that the achievements I have been chasing are, perhaps, a chimera. I have sought and yearned for success, when perhaps what I should have been looking for was happiness, or meaning in life.
This is the dilemma that the youth in Singapore face - we cannot reconcile our apparent success with our gnawing dissatisfaction with life, and nobody can tell us why.
What we suffer from is a crisis of the soul.
Young Singaporeans are getting lost in a world in which our worth as human beings is tied to our material, social and physical successes.
However, as we look behind these successes, we often find the faded vestiges of what once were our dreams. Thus, our life's purpose has been drowned in the ocean of practicality.
This distinction between success and happiness was brought home to me recently after the death of a friend. He had passed on suddenly and in the prime of his life, and his death shook me from the stupor of endless days of work.
I realised that I had perhaps neglected my family and friends around me and,in so doing, had lost the true meaning of life.
It is too late now, but if I could speak to my friend one last time, I wouldn't say anything. Instead, I would listen to what he had to say.
Why?
Because Singaporeans are too busy rushing to work, rushing from work and rushing at work. We don't take the time to listen to others.
His death made me reflect on my own life, and the search for happiness.
Sadly, the need to find meaning in life wasn't one of the things I learnt at school. The need for success, however, was.
The desire for success is ingrained in our national psyche, and has been pursued with a fervour that equals - and often surpasses - religious zeal.
From young, we are streamed, labelled and forced into educational moulds, emerging as world-class products of our world-class education system. We graduate equipped to be successful in life.
Yet, I feel that in some way, we are lacking. I was never taught to pursue my dreams. Instead, I was taught to be practical. I chose my field of study, computer science, and my university based on practical considerations. I thought this would eventually lead to success. But success doesn't always translate into happiness.
Perhaps my idealism is brought about by a life that has not known the cruelty of war, or the bitter struggle for survival. Yet, I have met those who hold on to similar ideals, despite going through great suffering.
For instance, I recently interviewed a well-respected academic who spoke at length with me on the virtues of finding meaning and purpose in what we do.
He was no stranger to suffering, having lived through the Japanese occupation, the Communist revolution in China and nearly starving to death as a young boy. After so much hardship, one would expect him to extol the virtues of being practical.
Instead, he spoke of passion, desire, purpose and happiness in what we do.
I found it ironic that it took a senior citizen to point this out to what he called 'a handsome, energetic young man' (what I found even more ironic was his use of the word 'handsome').
Singaporean youth need to learn that our lives are not just about achieving success and that we cannot rely on the government or society to provide us with the reason for our existence. If we do, we will surely come away disillusioned and disappointed.
More than anything, Singaporean youth need to know that the beauty of life lies in fulfilling our own dreams - not someone else's - and that we should not fear pursuing them, whatever they may be. Therein lies our road to happiness.
As Eleanor Roosevelt so eloquently put it: 'The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams'.
The writer is a BT journalist. He is 24.
okay. i took this whole chunk from e ivle. well nice. i like this article. alot.it had expressed wad im feeling really accurately. ive been pondering abt my life. its hectic n piled up w revisions after revisions. i've friends who told me tt i'm doing v well. better prospectsin e future den em. somehow i wld really beg to differ. i think im lk a studying machine. trying v hard to memorise e tiniest bit of detail for bio chem math chinese wadeva - just to get a beautiful cert for my upcoming a's. to secure a place in a good uni, find a good course. and get a good job there after. i guess this is e best tt can happen to me after i've chosen e jc route. but somehow i really do wonder if this is wad i wan in my life. is this gonna lead me to find e meaning of my life. for a meaningless life is as good as being dead.
哀莫大于心死
well. i think tt means nth is more tragic den a cold and dead heart.
sighh. ="(
ohmy. i sound lk im old.
Published October 11, 2003
Young, successful - and in search of a dream
By DANIEL BUENAS
UNHAPPY - that's how I feel as a young Singaporean.
I feel this way not because I'm jobless, poor or uneducated. In fact, I have a good job, a stable income and a good education. By most standards, I should be considered a successful young man.
However, I am slowly realising that the achievements I have been chasing are, perhaps, a chimera. I have sought and yearned for success, when perhaps what I should have been looking for was happiness, or meaning in life.
This is the dilemma that the youth in Singapore face - we cannot reconcile our apparent success with our gnawing dissatisfaction with life, and nobody can tell us why.
What we suffer from is a crisis of the soul.
Young Singaporeans are getting lost in a world in which our worth as human beings is tied to our material, social and physical successes.
However, as we look behind these successes, we often find the faded vestiges of what once were our dreams. Thus, our life's purpose has been drowned in the ocean of practicality.
This distinction between success and happiness was brought home to me recently after the death of a friend. He had passed on suddenly and in the prime of his life, and his death shook me from the stupor of endless days of work.
I realised that I had perhaps neglected my family and friends around me and,in so doing, had lost the true meaning of life.
It is too late now, but if I could speak to my friend one last time, I wouldn't say anything. Instead, I would listen to what he had to say.
Why?
Because Singaporeans are too busy rushing to work, rushing from work and rushing at work. We don't take the time to listen to others.
His death made me reflect on my own life, and the search for happiness.
Sadly, the need to find meaning in life wasn't one of the things I learnt at school. The need for success, however, was.
The desire for success is ingrained in our national psyche, and has been pursued with a fervour that equals - and often surpasses - religious zeal.
From young, we are streamed, labelled and forced into educational moulds, emerging as world-class products of our world-class education system. We graduate equipped to be successful in life.
Yet, I feel that in some way, we are lacking. I was never taught to pursue my dreams. Instead, I was taught to be practical. I chose my field of study, computer science, and my university based on practical considerations. I thought this would eventually lead to success. But success doesn't always translate into happiness.
Perhaps my idealism is brought about by a life that has not known the cruelty of war, or the bitter struggle for survival. Yet, I have met those who hold on to similar ideals, despite going through great suffering.
For instance, I recently interviewed a well-respected academic who spoke at length with me on the virtues of finding meaning and purpose in what we do.
He was no stranger to suffering, having lived through the Japanese occupation, the Communist revolution in China and nearly starving to death as a young boy. After so much hardship, one would expect him to extol the virtues of being practical.
Instead, he spoke of passion, desire, purpose and happiness in what we do.
I found it ironic that it took a senior citizen to point this out to what he called 'a handsome, energetic young man' (what I found even more ironic was his use of the word 'handsome').
Singaporean youth need to learn that our lives are not just about achieving success and that we cannot rely on the government or society to provide us with the reason for our existence. If we do, we will surely come away disillusioned and disappointed.
More than anything, Singaporean youth need to know that the beauty of life lies in fulfilling our own dreams - not someone else's - and that we should not fear pursuing them, whatever they may be. Therein lies our road to happiness.
As Eleanor Roosevelt so eloquently put it: 'The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams'.
The writer is a BT journalist. He is 24.
okay. i took this whole chunk from e ivle. well nice. i like this article. alot.it had expressed wad im feeling really accurately. ive been pondering abt my life. its hectic n piled up w revisions after revisions. i've friends who told me tt i'm doing v well. better prospectsin e future den em. somehow i wld really beg to differ. i think im lk a studying machine. trying v hard to memorise e tiniest bit of detail for bio chem math chinese wadeva - just to get a beautiful cert for my upcoming a's. to secure a place in a good uni, find a good course. and get a good job there after. i guess this is e best tt can happen to me after i've chosen e jc route. but somehow i really do wonder if this is wad i wan in my life. is this gonna lead me to find e meaning of my life. for a meaningless life is as good as being dead.
哀莫大于心死
well. i think tt means nth is more tragic den a cold and dead heart.
sighh. ="(
ohmy. i sound lk im old.
Sunday, July 10, 2005
bleah`
hmmm. i've been home most of my time this weekend. have to cheong my gp hols assi. =\ but well im down to one more compre and 2 essays.
went shopping ytd. again. heh heh. got a a&f denim skirt, pullover, a hollister top and e checked shirt for my dad. heeheehee~ i think almost all my clothes r from there man. lol. and e salesgirl told me tt they restock on fridays. muahaha. mayb can go there every sat just to take a look. O_o
anyway, wil b going to sim lim sq to get a projector w my mum later. i think one day my house wil become some chinese language center.. not tt i disapprove of my mum's career. but think of e noise and crowd. esp on sat morning where u catch up w ur beauty sleep.....
hee wil b looking at watches later too. YAY`
ughh. back to work. i seriously think tt i screwed my midyrs. SIGHH.
hm. passed my chinese tho. 51% :]
went shopping ytd. again. heh heh. got a a&f denim skirt, pullover, a hollister top and e checked shirt for my dad. heeheehee~ i think almost all my clothes r from there man. lol. and e salesgirl told me tt they restock on fridays. muahaha. mayb can go there every sat just to take a look. O_o
anyway, wil b going to sim lim sq to get a projector w my mum later. i think one day my house wil become some chinese language center.. not tt i disapprove of my mum's career. but think of e noise and crowd. esp on sat morning where u catch up w ur beauty sleep.....
hee wil b looking at watches later too. YAY`
ughh. back to work. i seriously think tt i screwed my midyrs. SIGHH.
hm. passed my chinese tho. 51% :]
Friday, July 01, 2005
a day at home doing wad u like to do
hee. just changed my blogskin. muahaha. i suddenly feel smarter. but e change took me awhile. actually didnt wanna change it til one zillion light years later. but well kinda fell in love w tt pic and im freeeee so ya, its changed. hee. got it from absolut vodka's website. its a really really cool site. heh.. found it in a virtual art gallery where absolut got artists to paint pics using absolut vodka as e theme. [hmm my sentence sounds funny] hee. nicenicenice.
oh well. im doing e things tt i like to do today. yay. this feeling is absolutely GREAT!
ok. i'm going back to wad i started in e morn. seeya ard!
oh well. im doing e things tt i like to do today. yay. this feeling is absolutely GREAT!
ok. i'm going back to wad i started in e morn. seeya ard!
Thursday, June 30, 2005
YAY!~
aaaahh. i just love it when i switch on e radio and its playing one of my favs..hee. sunday morning rain is falling...
oh.today i wrote approx 1000 chinese words. wow. in case ur wondering, no its not some cl compo. its my last ppr. chinese lit. muahahah~ now i can scream LIBERATION!!!!! heeheehee~
anyway pigged out in town w han after e ppr. and we missed war of e worlds cos of my chinese teacher who tried to instill some values and principles into gengyun grace lu ming and i. =/ she is not too bad a person but still..
@#%^$%#$#$%^*
sighh. ah well. just love e feeling e after an exam. heh..not tt i can do this do tt. jus tt food tastes better and i wldn b so stressed up til i shade my IDENTIFICATION NUMBER wrongly. mineohmine. i stil cant get over it...
okay wadeva. its over and im happy.. =))))
WOOHOOOOOO!!!
oh ya. look at this. isnt it sweeeet? hee. my lil sis made it for me. and i promised her to post it here. anyway. e unclear part is this girl who looks lk paul frank's sis holding a guitar singing "i'll b there for u..." [think alot like love]
heehee~ so nice. i feel loved.. =))
well tho she sang for me while i was bathing. trust me. it was terrorising.
oh.today i wrote approx 1000 chinese words. wow. in case ur wondering, no its not some cl compo. its my last ppr. chinese lit. muahahah~ now i can scream LIBERATION!!!!! heeheehee~
anyway pigged out in town w han after e ppr. and we missed war of e worlds cos of my chinese teacher who tried to instill some values and principles into gengyun grace lu ming and i. =/ she is not too bad a person but still..
@#%^$%#$#$%^*
sighh. ah well. just love e feeling e after an exam. heh..not tt i can do this do tt. jus tt food tastes better and i wldn b so stressed up til i shade my IDENTIFICATION NUMBER wrongly. mineohmine. i stil cant get over it...
okay wadeva. its over and im happy.. =))))
WOOHOOOOOO!!!
oh ya. look at this. isnt it sweeeet? hee. my lil sis made it for me. and i promised her to post it here. anyway. e unclear part is this girl who looks lk paul frank's sis holding a guitar singing "i'll b there for u..." [think alot like love]
heehee~ so nice. i feel loved.. =))
well tho she sang for me while i was bathing. trust me. it was terrorising.
Monday, June 27, 2005
GREAT! 3 MARKS GONE!!!
"ms mani i shaded my ic number wrongly on e mcq ans sheet..."
"oh! so it was u."
"yaa..can i reshade it now?"
"no. just take it as a lessom learnt."
and tts how i lost THREE BLOODY MARKS from my alr v pathetic marks i'l get for my bio mid yr.
well but surprisingly i didnt get a full blast scolding from her since she alr gave us ample warning abt shading e number correctly for not jamming up e machine. jas and i were planning wad to say to her when she nags. lk "ya im stupid and im sorry.." instead she just smiled sweetly and gave my a pat on e small of my back and asked me to go home. =// i wanna CRYY.. -sobs-
anyway, ms mani is my bio teacher who is really petite and have a really high pitch voice.
"oh! so it was u."
"yaa..can i reshade it now?"
"no. just take it as a lessom learnt."
and tts how i lost THREE BLOODY MARKS from my alr v pathetic marks i'l get for my bio mid yr.
well but surprisingly i didnt get a full blast scolding from her since she alr gave us ample warning abt shading e number correctly for not jamming up e machine. jas and i were planning wad to say to her when she nags. lk "ya im stupid and im sorry.." instead she just smiled sweetly and gave my a pat on e small of my back and asked me to go home. =// i wanna CRYY.. -sobs-
anyway, ms mani is my bio teacher who is really petite and have a really high pitch voice.
well. gp was fine. i always fail it anyway.
ok. gotta do math later. and i seriously doubt t i'l finish my chinese mugging in time. =//
Sunday, June 26, 2005
mid yrs
right. mid yr starts tmr. and it'l end on thurs for me. and for some luck ppl on tue. =// im seriously gonna flunk it. sigghhhh.. and ms mani is gonna come after me. ='(
okay. at least i have e great singapore sale to look forward to w my mum after midyr.
YAY!~
well guess i'l sleep early tonight. hmmm when do i not sleep early anyway. haha~
okay. at least i have e great singapore sale to look forward to w my mum after midyr.
YAY!~
well guess i'l sleep early tonight. hmmm when do i not sleep early anyway. haha~
Saturday, June 25, 2005
tag replies
sigh. i guess e past week was like intensive mugging [erm relative to my 10 days in china heee]. well shant bore myself and everybody bout my muggerfied mugging. lol. i'l reply e tags here. haha~ my lil sis gave me this idea. haa..
han pig. u switch topic lk lightning. v diff to get wad ur talking bout. in fact i had to read it ALOT of times to figure out wad ur trying to say. LOL. u pig! grunting in e piggy manner! AHAHAHAHA. yay, okay. shopping+suntanning at sentosa. yippieeeee!!! -does e mad yy tribal dance-
Raaaaazeeeee. hee. dun worry. im on e same boat as u tooo. we'l cry together at one corner when we get back our pprs ya. oh. gd luck for ur gig. =) i'l go when its not at a birds-also-dun-fly-there place k. hahaha~
wendy!!! =( im stil 17. e plus can round down one.tho i'm 17 and 11mths. -hinthint- heeee~ im as youthful as u can!! lol.
anyway. e bone, PINK shades and visor ARE NOT FOR MEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!! haiyo. wad e hell. the bone is a specs case and i gave it to zy. and e PINK shades is for jasmine la. she wanted to buy sth lk tt since dunno how long ago[n she didnt get it in s'pore cos its ex here =X]. haha~ and e visor is for my lil sis. hoho. its a fake stussy btw. haa~ its not 'paul frank' on e bag. its '_aul frank'.. LOL. i got a paul frank watch tho. haah~ u want it tif? ooh. its pink too.pastel.
fine. e LV bag is only (55/4.8) bucks! haha. [i forgot tt i bargained w e person]
ok. off to another day of mugging alr. seeya. =))
han pig. u switch topic lk lightning. v diff to get wad ur talking bout. in fact i had to read it ALOT of times to figure out wad ur trying to say. LOL. u pig! grunting in e piggy manner! AHAHAHAHA. yay, okay. shopping+suntanning at sentosa. yippieeeee!!! -does e mad yy tribal dance-
Raaaaazeeeee. hee. dun worry. im on e same boat as u tooo. we'l cry together at one corner when we get back our pprs ya. oh. gd luck for ur gig. =) i'l go when its not at a birds-also-dun-fly-there place k. hahaha~
wendy!!! =( im stil 17. e plus can round down one.tho i'm 17 and 11mths. -hinthint- heeee~ im as youthful as u can!! lol.
anyway. e bone, PINK shades and visor ARE NOT FOR MEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!! haiyo. wad e hell. the bone is a specs case and i gave it to zy. and e PINK shades is for jasmine la. she wanted to buy sth lk tt since dunno how long ago[n she didnt get it in s'pore cos its ex here =X]. haha~ and e visor is for my lil sis. hoho. its a fake stussy btw. haa~ its not 'paul frank' on e bag. its '_aul frank'.. LOL. i got a paul frank watch tho. haah~ u want it tif? ooh. its pink too.pastel.
fine. e LV bag is only (55/4.8) bucks! haha. [i forgot tt i bargained w e person]
ok. off to another day of mugging alr. seeya. =))
Sunday, June 19, 2005
boohoo.
i need discipline.badly.
i think im really v v v v v dead for my mid yrs. =// sighh..somehow i jus cant bring myself to sit down and mug for e whole day. its funny how time flies when u watch a movie or take a nap and how SLOW time is when ur mugging.. this sucks. SIGH.
oh well. wish me luck. mayb i'l go to e guanyinmiao w my mama. lol.
oh. here's e picture of e things i got in china. but alot of things r missing tho. cos i've given em out. haha~
haha~ have a good day!
i think im really v v v v v dead for my mid yrs. =// sighh..somehow i jus cant bring myself to sit down and mug for e whole day. its funny how time flies when u watch a movie or take a nap and how SLOW time is when ur mugging.. this sucks. SIGH.
oh well. wish me luck. mayb i'l go to e guanyinmiao w my mama. lol.
oh. here's e picture of e things i got in china. but alot of things r missing tho. cos i've given em out. haha~
haha~ have a good day!
Friday, June 17, 2005
back!
ha.alrighty. im back. obviously. lol. at my sister's house now.
anyway landed at like 6 plus in e morn ytd. shanghai is a good place. its even more cosmopolitan den singapore. oh well now i know why my mum keeps wanting me to go uni in china.it has a completely different culture and wil b a whole new exposure for me. and at e rate tt its developing, its no doubt tt china wil catch up w e western powers.
sheesh, e last bit sounds lk an article from e economist.ughh..[yes tif im chingchong n pro-china tho i dun lk their toilets too]
hmmm. and i spent like over 2000rmb. heehee. so e number of things i got is woah..guess i'l post a pic when i get home or sth. haa..
yesyesyes. i missed everybody. esp ying rong.[she's right beside me and she told me to write tt bit]
anyway landed at like 6 plus in e morn ytd. shanghai is a good place. its even more cosmopolitan den singapore. oh well now i know why my mum keeps wanting me to go uni in china.it has a completely different culture and wil b a whole new exposure for me. and at e rate tt its developing, its no doubt tt china wil catch up w e western powers.
sheesh, e last bit sounds lk an article from e economist.ughh..[yes tif im chingchong n pro-china tho i dun lk their toilets too]
hmmm. and i spent like over 2000rmb. heehee. so e number of things i got is woah..guess i'l post a pic when i get home or sth. haa..
yesyesyes. i missed everybody. esp ying rong.[she's right beside me and she told me to write tt bit]
Sunday, June 05, 2005
leaving
hmmm leaving my house soon to get some sg dollars changed to rmb. my mama alr scolded me for doing it soooo last min.
i think i'l try to get to use e com there n see if i can update this from china. ahahaha.. last yr at australia i can actually go online at e hotel lobby. but its china this time round. so i seriously doubt tt i can. well mayb they'l have it at their universities which i'l b visiting.
i think i'l try to get to use e com there n see if i can update this from china. ahahaha.. last yr at australia i can actually go online at e hotel lobby. but its china this time round. so i seriously doubt tt i can. well mayb they'l have it at their universities which i'l b visiting.
ok its abt time.. seeeeeeya,, in 10days.. ;)
Saturday, June 04, 2005
tooo serious??
hmm. tif said tt im tooooo serious. am i? haha.. mayb..
well i shall blog abt my hair. bimbo enough tif?? lol. well but i went for a haircut juz now. hmmm my ponytail's really small now. lk half its original size. and my fringe is quite screwed. =/ tooo short. resulting a toot-looking me. =/////
anyway, han came over in the afternoon. she wanted to help me pack my lugguage. and guess wad. after insulting and fighting w me, she fell asleep on my bed!!!!!!-_-""" lk WTH. pack in her dreams more lk it man. stupid pig. hee. n i almost scare her to death by letting her specs suntan outside my window. lol..it was so fun. ahahaha..
oooh. took some pics in e afternoon.. its pretty nice. all e bubbles n stuff. oh. tts rjc in e background. all e elites actually study right underneath my nose. =X hee..
but living near where they study doesnt seem to make me smarter or study harder. haha..oh well.
hmmm wil leaving for china e day after tmr at 1am. wil b back in 10 days. haa. miss meeeeee!! LOL.
well i shall blog abt my hair. bimbo enough tif?? lol. well but i went for a haircut juz now. hmmm my ponytail's really small now. lk half its original size. and my fringe is quite screwed. =/ tooo short. resulting a toot-looking me. =/////
anyway, han came over in the afternoon. she wanted to help me pack my lugguage. and guess wad. after insulting and fighting w me, she fell asleep on my bed!!!!!!-_-""" lk WTH. pack in her dreams more lk it man. stupid pig. hee. n i almost scare her to death by letting her specs suntan outside my window. lol..it was so fun. ahahaha..
oooh. took some pics in e afternoon.. its pretty nice. all e bubbles n stuff. oh. tts rjc in e background. all e elites actually study right underneath my nose. =X hee..
but living near where they study doesnt seem to make me smarter or study harder. haha..oh well.
hmmm wil leaving for china e day after tmr at 1am. wil b back in 10 days. haa. miss meeeeee!! LOL.
the curious incident of the dog in the night-time
well the reason why i didnt blog nor go online ytd is cos of the curious incident of the dog in the night-time.i went into an investigation of this dead dog, wellington, w christopher and made a journey thru his chain of thoughts abt life and his life. and i particularly lk this part
"Prime numbers are what is left when you have taken all the patterns away. I think prime numbers are like life. They are very logical but you could never work out the rules, even if you spent all your time thinking about them."
i think this is so very true. many things in life have a rationale, but u can nv find out e sequence and rules behind it. because there isnt any anyway. [ok this is a bit of a paraphase here. pardon me for my lack of proficiency in English]
so cheerios everybody! dun think too much stimes. it doesnt really help at times..
ooh. im so sorry tt i gotta leave for china and ps-ing e team for e rest of youth cup. =(( i'l miss playing w u guys. sighh. have to wait for a yr b4 we can play together as phs alumni. and tts if we stil can play/r gonna play next yr. siiighh..
"Prime numbers are what is left when you have taken all the patterns away. I think prime numbers are like life. They are very logical but you could never work out the rules, even if you spent all your time thinking about them."
i think this is so very true. many things in life have a rationale, but u can nv find out e sequence and rules behind it. because there isnt any anyway. [ok this is a bit of a paraphase here. pardon me for my lack of proficiency in English]
so cheerios everybody! dun think too much stimes. it doesnt really help at times..
ooh. im so sorry tt i gotta leave for china and ps-ing e team for e rest of youth cup. =(( i'l miss playing w u guys. sighh. have to wait for a yr b4 we can play together as phs alumni. and tts if we stil can play/r gonna play next yr. siiighh..
Thursday, June 02, 2005
a day at home
last night was baaaaad.
i was almost biten to death by some mysterious bug(s) which leave(s) itchy bites w 2 punctures. and they'r lk all over my legs, arms and even one on one my fingers la. i think e bug(s) is(are) desperate. my fiiiiiiinger also wanna bite. WTH. sigh. and i had to change beds twice and finally falling asleep on my mum's bed after being tormented by this for abt an hr plus.. haiyoooo.. so tragic.
e bug(s) bully me when my mum's not ard!!!!!!!!! =((((((((
sheesh, i sound lk some sulky 5 yr old.
anyway.. i finished my bio hols assi. yay! but well i stil have alotalotalotalot of work n revisions to do. siigh. sometimes i try reeeeeeal hard to tel myself tt grades are not eth. but eth ard points to the other direction. sighh. so sadd.
"our education system made me dumb.." hmmm someone said tt quite sometime ago. forgot who tho. its so ironic.
i was almost biten to death by some mysterious bug(s) which leave(s) itchy bites w 2 punctures. and they'r lk all over my legs, arms and even one on one my fingers la. i think e bug(s) is(are) desperate. my fiiiiiiinger also wanna bite. WTH. sigh. and i had to change beds twice and finally falling asleep on my mum's bed after being tormented by this for abt an hr plus.. haiyoooo.. so tragic.
e bug(s) bully me when my mum's not ard!!!!!!!!! =((((((((
sheesh, i sound lk some sulky 5 yr old.
anyway.. i finished my bio hols assi. yay! but well i stil have alotalotalotalot of work n revisions to do. siigh. sometimes i try reeeeeeal hard to tel myself tt grades are not eth. but eth ard points to the other direction. sighh. so sadd.
"our education system made me dumb.." hmmm someone said tt quite sometime ago. forgot who tho. its so ironic.
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
country pumpkin
pretty perky now cos of e coffee in e late afternoon. at yakun. one of my fav coffees ard. oh well.
hmmm. i think han had one of her biggest revelation abt phsvb today.
"e way u all play is lk heavenly and effortless.."
lol. it was so funny! she was lk marvelling at how we were playing. ahahah.. i didnt know tt one can b so amazed by e way we play. LOL. stupid pig!! i guess she wil die of heartattack if she sees how e nat team plays. ahahaha..
k, im hungry. dinner was only yakun. fooood here i come!!!!
Tuesday, May 31, 2005
traumatised auntie??
hmmm. won our game today. against RP. siigh. but we didnt perform. very not up to standard. =// anyway. wil b playing again at phs tmr. home ground. hopefully wil play better..
after tt i went off to coronation w rena jinzhen shuhui huishan n wendy.. i think we didnt stay long enough for e auntie there to give us attitude. lol. oh well.
den, i went 'auntie shopping' w zenni at tp central. hohoho.. i got...
1 pair of flip flops.
1 greeny pouch for zenni.
travelling toiletries [for my mum].
1 hairband.
1 PINK bell [for hanpig].
1 spray bottle
1 empty bottle for my facial foam.
hee. e best part is i spent lk 10 over bucks only. muahaha.. told my mum abt it n im not sure who's more proud of it - my mum or me. ahahaa.. ohmann. we'r hopeless.
anyway,, im STILL v traumatised by wad tiffy told me over e phone just now. somebody juz murder meeeee..i think i'l jump outta my window or sth. ohman. im VERYVERYVERYVERYEXTREMELY grossed out..
sighh. poor me. =((((((((((
after tt i went off to coronation w rena jinzhen shuhui huishan n wendy.. i think we didnt stay long enough for e auntie there to give us attitude. lol. oh well.
den, i went 'auntie shopping' w zenni at tp central. hohoho.. i got...
1 pair of flip flops.
1 greeny pouch for zenni.
travelling toiletries [for my mum].
1 hairband.
1 PINK bell [for hanpig].
1 spray bottle
1 empty bottle for my facial foam.
hee. e best part is i spent lk 10 over bucks only. muahaha.. told my mum abt it n im not sure who's more proud of it - my mum or me. ahahaa.. ohmann. we'r hopeless.
anyway,, im STILL v traumatised by wad tiffy told me over e phone just now. somebody juz murder meeeee..i think i'l jump outta my window or sth. ohman. im VERYVERYVERYVERYEXTREMELY grossed out..
sighh. poor me. =((((((((((
Monday, May 30, 2005
piiiiiigggin`out
well i shall type as i pig out in front of e com w cup noodles, sanchabing n durian. hmmm, im thinking of chocs n lays later. ahaha. am such a piggy pigpig. LOL.
oh well had math makeup lec today. boring. but mr tham is a v nice guy.. haaa.
den after tt went to walk ard in town w huishan. n well we simply ate n walk ard while talking non stop abt e same old topics we've discussed almost every wed n fri and some random stuff. oh well i guess eth's over. wads e pt of harping on it anyway?
ohh, we won e game against DOT today. tho we didnt play particularly well. but i guess we'l def do better e next game. which is lk tmr. haha.. ah well lets bring out our team wheeuuwhee power tmr or sth. lol.
anyway, i think im getting exasperated. im not angry or pissed or ath near tt..jus dunno wad to do la. =/
sleeeeping in..
"Sleeping In"
by The Postal Service
Last week I had the strangest dream
Where everything was exactly how it seemed
Where there was never any mystery of who shot John F. Kennedy
It was just a man with something to prove
Slightly bored and severely confused
He steadied his rifle with his target in the center
And became famous on that day in November
Don't wake me I plan on sleeping
Don't wake me I plan on sleeping in
Don't wake me I plan on sleeping
Don't wake me I plan on sleeping in
Again last night I had that strange dream
Where everything was exactly how it seemed
Where concerns about the world getting warmer
The people thought they were just being rewarded
For treating others as they'd like to be treated
For obeying stop signs and curing diseases
For mailing letters with the address of the sender
Now we can swim any day in November
Don't wake me I plan on sleeping
(now we can swim any day in November)
Don't wake me I plan on sleeping in
Don't wake me I plan on sleeping
Don't wake me I plan on sleeping in[x3]
Don't wake me I plan on sleeping in
Don't wake me I plan on sleeping
OOo oOo oOo[x2]
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