NYE

okay. today is e last day of e yr 2005. and this is my list of new yr's resolution.

1. earn and save money [50bucks a month?] to spend? lol.
2. be more confident of myself?
3. learn driving. mobilitymobilitymobility
4. lose some weight
5. jog at least twice a week [hmmmmm] or do suction lipectomy.
6. blog more regularly
7. speak up [more?]
8. cultivate good habits like brushing my teeth [every morning. oops. night. =D]
9. eat less junk [m&s junkies]; more health food [a.k.a un-tasty food]
10. dream less abt dark tall handsome strangers hitting on me. ="(
11. read more books. not merely re-reading harry potter.
12. b more IT-savvy. [DUN LAUGH. I REPEAT DO NOT LAUGH]
13. tag more on ppl's blog. [dun b a mere ghost]
14. initiate more activities w friends. [dun keep lazing away at home reading and pigging out]
15. buy contacts and white metal frame specs. nice
16. ask money from dad less
17. well, talk more to my dad
18. b less of a mummy's girl [hope my mum doesnt see this. hurrr]
19. buy less bags and clothes. HEEEE
20. lose weight
21. learn how to cook. in case i have to go abroad to do uni
22. psycho my mum into getting cable tv [i want MTV]
23. save 110 bucks to get v nice and gorgeous diamond alike crystal belt frm arab street. =/
24. make more accessories to sell/give ppl
25. watch love actually w little sis on christmas
26. keep my messy room tidier
27. check up e dictionary more [instead of telling myself i cant know every word]
28. borrow and watch csi season 4 [rizal plsssssssss]
29. play more tennis and improve myself. [so that SOME ppl wil quit laughing at me. hmphf.]
30. eat less chocolate bars. [tasty]
31. read newsppr more. [so tt when some big shot VIP dies i wldn sound like a bimbo when a foreigner asks me abt it]
32. wear more REAL bras. [not just sports bra]
33. be a nicer person. bitch less
34. be less cynical

okay. thats abt all for now. heh. its alr 010106. -gasps- i spent a yr trying to write out my new yr's reso. LOL* oh well.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY! may it b a fruitful yr. =D

and just wanna thank all my friends [old, new, not so old but not too new.] for being there and laughing at/w me. haha~ i wldn b me wo u all. :)

and i say hooowoohoowooo.

im quite bored at home. getting fat and stuff. sigh. =/ i need to find a job soon. i feel parasitic. living off my parents and doing nth too constructive. except converting oxygen to carbon dioxide. hurrr. even plants have more use den me. =// -sobs-

hur better look thru e papers and call up phs.

i was e one worth leaving.

"The District Sleeps Alone Tonight" - Postal Service

Smeared black ink... your palms are sweaty
And I'm barely listening to last demands
I'm staring at the asphalt wondering what's buried underneath
Where I am
Where I am

I'll wear my badge... a vinyl sticker with big block letters adherent to my chest
That tells your new friends I am a visitor here...I am not permanent
And the only thing keeping me dry is
Where I am
Where I am
Where I am

You seem so out of context in this gaudy apartment complex
A stranger with your door key explaining that I am just visiting
And I am finally seeing
Why I was the one worth leaving
Why I was the one worth leaving
D.C. sleeps alone tonight
Where I am
Where I am
Where I am

You seem so so out of context in this gaudy apartment complex
A stranger with your door key explaining that I am just visiting
And I am finally seing
Why I was the one worth leaving
Why I was the one worth leaving
Where I am
Where I am
Where I am

The district sleeps alone tonight after the bars turn out their lights
And send the autos swerving into the loneliest evening
And I am finally seeing
Why I was the one worth leaving
Why I was the one worth leaving
Why I was the one worth leaving
Why I was the one worth leaving

okay. im blogging, again. im leaving for KL tonight w jas rizal and eddie. :) hope it'l b a gd trip. haha. its so exciting!! 1st time traveling wo my mum or sch teachers. hahahaha.

abercrombie and fitch HERE I COME!!!!!!

and tif has kindly reminded me bout e great sale. HAHAHA. YAY*!

muahahaha. i think e leaves worked. =D

leaves.

anyway, 8 leaves fell on to me ytd. hahaha. 8 wishes. muahahaha.

hurrrrrrrrrrr

after some considerations, i've decided to lower e price of my earrings to $3.90 or $4.90 depending on the size and design. so cheerios!
oh and im trying to make more earrings to cater to e bimbos. LOL* =X

anyway, its v tiring to be misunderstood all e time. hurrrrr. and there is a limit to eth. even nice-ness.

earrings.. more.

sickk

i'm sick. hurr. i hate it. sore throat plus flu. HURRR. oh well. im trying to upload pics of wad i've made for my flea market stall. but my connection is so darn slow that i have to retry like 2 million times. hurrrr. oh well more will b up. tts all for now i guess.


earrings going at 5 bucks per pair. pls contact me if interested. :)

siiigh

"Sunday Morning" - Maroon 5

Sunday morning rain is falling
Steal some covers share some skin
Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable
You twist to fit the mold that I am in
But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
And I would gladly hit the road get up and go if I knew
That someday it would lead me back to you
That someday it would lead me back to you

That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning
And I never want to leave

Fingers trace your every outline
Paint a picture with my hands
Back and forth we sway like branches in a storm
Change the weather still together when it ends

That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning
And I never want to leave

But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
Sunday morning rain is falling and I'm calling out to you
Singing someday it'll bring me back to you
Find a way to bring myself back home to you
And you may not know

That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning

just feeling a lil sulky. i think my alienation mode is kicking in. all i wanna do now is to read a book listen to music and just mind my own business. hurrr.

went for suntanning just now. hope i burnt a few calories off. was sweating like mad. but my back's darker den my front. argh. it always happens. =/

prom

prom was. quite normal. dinner. few laughters due to dumb jokes made by the mc. and he didnt get e fact right for one of e jokes. he said tt rj prom was like "a few weeks back". but well. its actually today. ah well..

anyway, i think i wldn wear my heels anymore. hurr. my feet are still hurting.

okaay. im off to watch andy lau in e return of e condor heros. muahahaha.

nth

do visit wiggly piggly k. :) he's lime green and v cute. click on him 3 times to see it roll-in-the-mud!!!!!

hurrr.. prom prep

okay. i've decided to blog. after a week of silence. oh well. been bz w my flea market stuff and these few days, prom.

its not enjoyable nor easy shopping for clothes wo a nice body [flat stomach is lacking for me] next to a low budget. hurrr. found a decent dress nonetheless. nth spectacular. quite plain and common. well at least its green. not e clone colour - black. but now, i worry abt seeing someone wearing e same dress tonight. sigh* life sucks, truth hurts. oh well.

i guess this is one of e days when my mood is like e weather today. one side of it is nice and bright and sunny - perfect day for suntanning and picnic if u have company. while e other side is gloomy dark and overcast - like a terrible storm is coming up. and poor me. just stuck in e middle like a piece of ham in a sandwich. sigh. hurrr. im so eccentric and to a certain extent pathetic.

time to iron my dress and get ready for prom tonight. seeya.

the greatest thing u'l ever learn is just to love and to be loved in return.
okay, this is quite a cliche quote since moulin rouge is screened yrs ago. but i stil cant help but to cry at e part where e supposed guitarist in a play screamed tt in e show. and ewan McGregor is so darn cute.

weird post

1. hurrr.
2. im feeling bored.
3. flea market isnt an easy thing to plan.
4. hurrrrrr.
5. and ask me why i keep 'hurrr'-ing.
6. i totally have no idea.
7. haha.
8. this post is so completely weird.
9. LOL*
10. ciao!

mad

hee. i think im quite mad. kept coming back to look at my own blogskin. HEEE. =D

well. gtg. watching harry potter in awhile!!

yay*

falling leaf

hmmm. well tif once told me "catch a falling leaf and u can make a wish". so everytime when i walk out from my house to e mrt i'l look out for wandering leaves floating in e air. hoping tt it'l come in my direction for a free wish. but well, u dun always get wad u want. everytime when a leaf approaches me, it'l suddenly turn its direction and go away frm me. =/ hurrr. nonetheless, i stil hope tt e leaf wil fall on me one day or lemme catch it somehow.

then, one day e wish came. i was walking along orchard w james another day. just talking and walking aimlessly. den sth fell from above, right before me and brushed off my hand. but i was too startled by it and thought it was some insect. hurrrrrr. so my free wish was gone just like tt.

ah well, i guess tts how things go stimes. e thing is, i dun even know if my wish wil come true even if i manage to catch one one day. =/

..

hurrrr. my mum bought me a new phone. HEE. yay. now i can take pics like mad. HAHAHAH. but. theres one tiny setback - i cant install my new phone to e com. that means i cant upload ath frm my phone to e com and frm e com to my phone. =/ lets hope its yet. mayb i can get e darn cd frm nokia care or sth. muahahaha.. anyway its a nokia 3230. hee. nth spectacular compared to 3G phones or some bimbotic pink v3. but i like. :)) it has e functions tt i want in a phone. haha. YAY!* but hope i'l get e cd soooon. if not i can only just take pics and del em. =/

i've been sleeping alot alot these days. haa. post exams. i'm allowed to behave like a total pig. -oink- =D hoho. im going shopping later w my mum. woohooo. i think im quite a mummy's girl.

......

after A's

*yawns

im so totally tired today. dun really feel like writing ath.

i dun wan to drive u up above

so before we get to there

i gotta say sorry i take it back

i'm sure u dun wanna burn me apart down

so before we get to that

could u pls just take it back?

listen i heard wad u said

u dun have to repeat it

i'd rather that conversation got totally deleted

hurrrrr

haa. just sth random. heee.

heely

hurr.

last ppr on thurs. bio mcq. ugh.

oh well. im wearing my 4'' heels walking at home. and looking damn ridicules.

LOL* exam stress.

argh! im v irritated by e show tt i've been watching! WHY E BAD GUY MUST WIN!!!! ARGH.

hurr. im waiting for e part to b over den contd watching later.

lol* im being silly.

boredd

hurrr. im at maccafe. im so freaking BORED!!

well. i am suppose to study. and i guess if u dun feel like studying, tts it. u cant concentrate no matter where u are. =/ SIGH.
i hate exams!

wads worse, my whine absorber is not ard to listen. :( not like i whine alot. but i need an outlet. LOL*

ARGH! i absolutely DO NOT feel like studying, tho tts wad i shld do.

how!! somebody saaaavve meeee!