deesire

life

yay*

i finished 2 weeks worth of lesson plan. acids and bases.
anyone wants a recap on O'level chem??
lol.
i think im having an overdose of csi. been watching it every night before i sleep. kept having dreams abt being involved in csi. and i dun usually rmb my dreams. oh well, mayb one fine day i'll b wearing one of those "FORENSICS" vast tt Grissom wears while i work.
hahaha.. its a fatter den me hope.
like wad my mum said, singapore is too safe. we dun need so many CSIs ard.

wadeva. its nice daydreaming once in awhile.

skinny

okay. new skin. HEE. ripped the pic off www.deviantart.com

be still my heart

Be Still My Heart - The Postal Service

I was running late for work
So I didn't change my shirt
The evening's drinks left a lingering taste in my mouth
And when I left
You were fast asleep
Tangled in the sheets
And on the bus I could have sworn it was all a dream
And it didn't happen to me

And then I felt the scrapes
From the slippery subway grate.
Oh how you laughed
At my complete lack of grace.
But I could not recall
A more perfect fall
Cause when I looked up into your eyes
It didn't hurt at all.

And I thought, be still my heart
This could be a brand new start, with you.
And it will be clear
If I wake up and you're still here with me in the morning.

And I thought, be still my heart
This could be a brand new start, with you.
And it will be clear
If I wake up and you're still here with me in the morning.

wad i hear these days

hah? why like that? haiyo.

ooh. den wad are u planning to do?

well, u can try applying.

oh. okay.

results are not eth, its really abt e person u are.

er, are u bluffing me?

not bad. are u like celebrating somewhere?

sigh. below expectation leh.

its like u'r not up there nor down there.


sigh. i hate results to nowhere. totally.

the girl in the other room

the girl in the other room - diana krall



The girl in the other room
She knows by now
There's something in all of her fears
Now she wears it threadbare
She sits on the floor
The glass pressed tight to the wall
She hears murmurs low
The paper is peeling
Her eyes staring straight at the ceiling

Maybe they're there
Maybe it's nothing at all
As she draws lipstick smears on the wall

The girl in the other room
She powders her face
And stares hard
Into her reflection

The girl in the other room
She stifles a yawn
Adjusting the strap of her gown
She tosses her tresses
Her lover undresses
Turning the last lamp light down
What's that voice we're hearing?
We should be sleeping
Could that be someone who's weeping?

Maybe she's there
Maybe there's nothing to see
It's just a trace of what used to be

The girl in the other room
She darkens her lash
And blushes
She seems to look familiar

outside looking in

sigh. results wil b out on wed. wonder how it'l b like. =/

starting work tmr. hope it goes on well. i'm suppose to go thru their common test ppr marking scheme w em. ah well.

im like in e outside looking in mode. hurr.

im a lazy pig..

oh bother! i'm absolutely bored
and yet enjoying this newfound boredom. haha. this sounds totally contradicting. well, i guess it happens when u'r jobless, bf-less and sch-less. its like u get to wake up every morning doing wadeva u fancy. this is not e best part tho. e best part is to indulge in e laziness wo feeling guilty or part of u dreading e consequences. muahaha.

but of cos there'r always 2 sides to eth. stimes i get paranoid abt not having to do ath and worry abt not worrying abt ath. hur. this is so absolutely weird. sigh. mayb i'm just not use to being lazy.
stimes when i get too bored, i'll start imaging all e tiny neurons firing signals in my head telling me tt im so bored tt im doing all tt im doing. haa. tt sounds funny.

ah, mr thomas just told me tt e teacher i'm relieving wants to see me regarding her lessons. great! i have sth to do now..

ugh. overnight coke sucks.

just for fun

http://kevan.org/johari?name=gniygniy

just curious abt wad ppl think of me. haha.

take it back

Take It Back – Loquat

I know all you u wouldn’t see
But these neuroses go pretty deep
And the words we use
I have the nicest ones

I know what a jerk I am
And what a pain in the ass you are

I don’t want to drive u up a cliff
So before we get to that
I gotta say sorry I take it back
I’m sure u don’t wanna burn me apart and down
So before we get to that
Could you please just take it back

It looks as though you are cursed
As for being difficult turned to worse
But at times you’ll find
I’ll make it easy on you

I know what a jerk I am
And what a pain in the ass you are

I don’t want to drive u up a cliff so before
So before we get to that I gotta say sorry I take it back
I’m sure u don’t wanna burn me apart and down so before
We get to that could u please just take it back

Listen I heard what you said
You don’t have to repeat it
I'd rather that conversation got totally deleted

I don’t want to drive u up a cliff
So before we get to that I gotta say sorry I take it back
I’m sure you don’t wanna burn me apart and down so before
We get to that could you
Please just take it back

hur. finally manage to figure out e lyrics for this song. tho i bet its loaded w errors. but oh well, since i cant find this lyrics anywhere i gotta make do w this. haa. mayb i shld get their CD online or sth. heeheeeee..

my mood

sunny/overcast

club

i forgot e flash. haha. but e lights at e side r pretty nice.


jas, tiff, me.


james, james' friend [didnt quite get his name =X]


james, in lala land

went to this party at chinablack ytd. it was my first time clubbing w my friends and hitting e dance floor. haha. it was quite fun. but e LOUD music and e smoke can b rather irritating. we had to shout into each other's ears like we'r all deaf.

anyhow, we watched walk e line after we left e club. nice show. but james fell asleep about half an hr into e movie and only woke up after we took e picture. hahah. by then it was 5 am alr. i've nv been in town so early. lol.

its great to have friends who understand u, knowing things that u just cant quite put in words. but know it anyway. =)

e bottom right-hand corner says, "~cryptic~".

took this at an obscure corner at raffles place mrt after work few days back. haha. i must say that this vandalism is pretty well done. cos its at a corner where e watchful surveillance camera cant reach and that piece of ppr is like stuck to e wall - no way of tearing it out. mayb except e corners. haha.

OH! for those who dunno yet. i'm gonna change my job!! got a felief teaching post at phs. haha. im teaching chem. full time. =D yay* no more aunties, ironing, standing for 9 hrs str.

but i think i'l miss doris tho. she's really nice.

okay. gtg. im going to malaysia. again. woohooooo. hahaha.. and i think i'l wear heels tonight. an excuse not to dance. =X

cny

oh well my photo-taking skills sucks. hands shake too much. hur. anyhow, tts how i spent my 1st day of cny night. =D quite fun. and i didnt have to foot e bill. lol*

angst?

"For What Reason"
- death cab for cutie

This won't be the last you'll hear from me...
it's just the start.
I hope that he keeps you up for weeks like you did to me.

I will hold a candle up to you to singe your skin.
brace yourself...
i'm bent with bitterness i cant forsake

When your apologies fail to ring true,
(you're) so slick with that sarcastic slew or phrases like 'i thought you knew',
while keeping me in hot pursuit.

Tracing the plot finds
skin touching skin (abscence follows).
In the end, i win every time as ink remains.
Sour tastes prevail as you play back the tape machine.

....

weird ppl.

i've been working for 14 days. really new and different experience altogether compared to sch. [like DUH]

anyway, i've met customers who

: just wanna see wad other ppl is looking at.
: taught me how to cure pimples [didnt really work tho]
: like to ask e same qn ["nice or not?" *3165428498578219 times or "really got nomore stock alr ar?" at 2pm and at 7pm]
: try for e sake of trying and just leave wo a word and dump e clothes somewhere
: come into e shop to kill time and tell u str to ur face. [like we have to kill for her]
: are really sweet and polite and understanding
: finds non-existence defects in a 10 bucks cardigan and demands for a 50% off for tt piece
: just want u to dig out e new piece for her during peak hour and later say tt she stil prefer e old one cos she dun HAVE TO IRON WHEN SHE GETS HOME!!!
: has colour theme each week for her dressing
: comes down every lunch to take up space and tell everyone theres 20% off when she fancies
: chatted w me for half an fr like we'r old, long-lost friends and den asked for my no.
: think tt im darn tall
: thought tt im 57 kg. [HAHAHAHAHAHAHA]
: only buy stuff under 10 bucks
: bought a long obiang skirt frm us and went ard asking other customers if her skirt is nice.
: are just so charismatic tt u just wanna do ur best to help her.
: won a 10,000 bucks voucher at a shop at parkmall.
: comes to e shop almost everyday to see if theres stock for her fav skirt tt doesn have her size.
: open their eyes in shock when they found out tt work shirts/bags r actually 15 bucks only.

ah well. and e list goes on. they can b quite funny at times. lol. and totally weird.
hmm. mayb work dun suck so much. my boss and colleague r nice ppl. who like to bitch. =X

randomm comments.

i read 1 1/2 books today. finish 1/2 of malka and e undomestic goddess. e latter is quite a bimbotic book. but well. i read it for e happily ever after ending. haa. hur.
and to imagine a special someone telling me that he "preferred not to be six hrs' drive away" frm me and gave up his dream for it. haha. i think im in fantasyland.

sigh. i guess i shld get a grip.

but speaking of a special someone. i think tt everyone needs someone. to rely on and just having someone. not just in e form of bf/gf/husband/wife tt sort. but friend[s] too. but well. it aint tt easy. stimes. things just dun go e way u want it to or anticipant it to be. and often, tho its all unspoken and avoided, u just feel e tension and it spoils ur day - totally.

hurr. i love and hate rainy weathers.

turn me on

Norah Jones
"Turn Me On"


Like a flower
Waiting to bloom
Like a lightbulb
In a dark room
I'm just sittin here waiting for you
To come on home and turn me on

Like the desert waiting for the rain
Like a school kid waiting for the spring
I'm just sitting here waiting for you
To come on home and turn me on

My poor heart
Its been so dark
Since you've been gone
After all your the one who turns me off
You're the only one who can turn me back on

My hot fires waiting for a new?
My glass is waiting for some fresh ice cubes
I'm just sitting here waiting for you
To come on home and turn me on
Turn me on

quando quando quando

Quando, Quando, Quando when when when

by Michael Buble
*featuring Nelly Furtado

Tell me when will you be mine
Tell me quando quando quando
We can share a love devine
Please don't make me wait again

When will you say yes to me
Tell me quando quando quando
You mean happiness to me
Oh my lover tell me when

Every moments a day
Every day seems a lifetime
Let me show you the way
To a joy beyond compare

I can't wait a moment more
Tell me quando quando quando
Say its me that you adore
And then darling tell me when

Every moments a day
Every day seems a lifetime
Let me show you the way
To a joy beyond compare

I can't wait a moment more
Tell me quando quando quando
Say its me that you adore
And then darling tell me when

Whoa lover tell me when
Oh darling tell me when
Oh come on tell me when
Yea tell me when

dunno why. but i feel romantic today. guess its e rainy weather and this song just popped out on my playlist. it feels almost perfect, except i have no one to b romantic to. well mayb only myself or my pillow. ah well.

hurr. hope cny wil come soon. not for e ang bao. cos i really wanna quit my current job at e end of jan. kiasu aunties r e worst specise on planet earth.

'er, do u have a new piece for this top.'

'yup, there is'

fumble fumble fumble

'u want to check e new piece?'

'okay.'

scrutinise scrutinise scrutinise

'well, i think i want e old one.'

@#%^?*&

hasty entry, not Tasty

oh well. this is gonna b short. i gotta go off to prepare for work alr.

ytd, this customer of mine kindly told me how to treat my pimply forehead. this is how it goes.

1. peel some orange skins. [well, if u like oranges just might as well eat e pericarp]
2. soak e orange skins into water
3. leave it overnight in e fridge
4. apply e water on affected area and leave it to dry
5. repeat 2/3 times a day
6. wait and see e results.

well, to those who think they need some pimple treatment, just try this la. its cheap and perhaps it really helps. cos e most nutritious part of a fruit is usually e fruit wall. and orange skin may contain some acids to kill pimples. lol*

and she told me to spread it ard. so ya. here it is. :]

shit, gotta go. bye.